I am so tired.
Of so many things
It’s an ocean of disappointment, attitudes, chaos, and other people’s problems.
Problems that they have all the power to fix.
Problems that they willingly walked into the ocean.
I have no interest in drowning. My head hurts. all the time it feels like.
Everyday this week. I am tired. If I can just swim on my own
On my own, not on the guise of a closing shore, and ripped away
because I’ve tried to save someone else. I am saving no one else.
I am tired.